lol didnt update for so long,kinda.well.heart feels heavy right now typing here,haha.i wonder if you saw this blog.i dont know.i dont..really care anymore.idk.i just dont know.you went onl.and at first i was like all happy and stuff.

                 then we talked and talked and it’s just hit me when you said you swear you didnt say that thing,because you did.then you said it was months ago.i dont know what to say anymore.it was like,in a few weeks or months.then after the ‘in a few weeks or months.’,it’s just as if like all been cancelled,like the time i spent are wasted.

                  i dont really care that you dont like me that way..i guess.because it’s not like you ever will.i just want to be with you,is it like so hard,you did it before,so why cant now.is it because something i said annoyed you.is it because i bugged you or something.

                   it’s hard,okay.it’s hard.it cant be changed now,my feelings.i dont know what to do anymore.it breaks my heart when i waited for you then you come back and the things you say hurts me.i dont know.well.bye.goodnight,i guess.i love you…

                  adsr4f3qceskvfbp0g43kpfqirbrouebidskr3fiig43e you came onl. ;A; and and you replied to me,even tho it’s just one x.x and and and and and /cries/ omfg i missed you where did you go now will you go onl again.orz.im insane.x.x

                 i watched the mv.and ._. what were you wearing.why did the girl hold your hand.why’re the mv are all cowboy mexico and stuff.what’s with the dance.why does it seems like you didnt sing at all.why. o-o

                  oh god.dont mind me.im srsly insane.byebyebyebye.i love you.

                  x.x i changed the theme and bg,tho it looks weird asfdsdfdsa stupid google chrome.it hates me.wait,it’s the blog.yeah.stupid blog,repeating the bg,there’s two hearts.x.x well if you use google chrome,if you use mozilla there’s one idk.two looks weird to me.unless you zoom the page in.orz.idk.let it be.im lazy to change it now.

                 i basically cried a lot yesterday,well thought of you and all.i missssss you.will we ever get back together ? ;~; do you hate me.i will looovee you i will spam you like before if you say yes.i miss those times orz.

                  i think i should go eat and read for science now.i do hope you’ll go on but i dont think you will.10 more days.i wonder if you’ll really go on on june 1.i hope you will.because i will kill you if you dont.loljks.but srsly.i hope you’re doing well on your exams and shizz.that’s all for now i guess.i love you.

         i keep yawning. x.x i think it’s gonna rain soon,there’s already thunder/storm.orz.i didnt go to school. ._. there was exam tho.idk what to say to the geography teacher,well,should i do the work thingy.sigh.and then it was late,the teacher will send me to the principle if im late again.heh.idk what im talking about.it’s getting dark.aaaaand i miss youuuuuuuu.shizz.where are you now. x.x

              i.miss.you.and i love you.