lol didnt update for so long,kinda.well.heart feels heavy right now typing here,haha.i wonder if you saw this blog.i dont know.i dont..really care anymore.idk.i just dont know.you went onl.and at first i was like all happy and stuff.
then we talked and talked and it’s just hit me when you said you swear you didnt say that thing,because you did.then you said it was months ago.i dont know what to say anymore.it was like,in a few weeks or months.then after the ‘in a few
weeks or months.’,it’s just as if like all been cancelled,like the time i spent are wasted.
i dont really care that you dont like me that way..i guess.because it’s not like you ever will.i just want to be with you,is it like so hard,you did it before,so why cant now.is it because something i said annoyed you.is it because i bugged you or something.
it’s hard,okay.it’s hard.it cant be changed now,my feelings.i dont know what to do anymore.it breaks my heart when i waited for you then you come back and the things you say hurts me.i dont know.well.bye.goodnight,i guess.i love you…